Distractions.

Why is it that I always put things in my life to distract me from my Father?

I pray daily that my heart is all for Jesus.. I pray that He will be the center of my relationships.. I pray that I don't get distracted and that I never stop believing and having faith in Him.
But yet, I do.
Maybe God puts things in my life as tests to see if I will become closer to Him, or stray away from Him like I often do.
You'd think after this long, I'd start passing His tests.. But I don't.
Mostly because I am putting no effort in. I am asking for soo much from Him, yet I am not even trying. I never strive to make my heart all for Him, I just ask for it. 
It's my heart.. I have to work to make it for Him. Duh.
Not sure why I thought it'd be as easy as a simple prayer and it would just suddenly become on fire for Him..

Gah.

I pray that I would stop going through these cycles and just be all for my God all the time. I'm tired of feeling lost and discouraged because with Him, I have clear sight and I am encouraged every day. With Him my heart is pure and my life events are only to praise Him.

I feel convicted. My heart is heavy.

I yearn to be obedient to Him.
I yearn to be closer to Him.
I yearn to have all the passion in my heart to be all for Him.
I yearn to want to be more like Him.
I yearn to thirst for Him.

I WANT TO YEARN FOR HIM.

Everlasting.

It's been exactly a month since I have blogged. That's really depressing. Sorry ya'll..

I don't have a lot to say because I haven't really prepared anything. But all I would like to say is never worry more than you pray. It's easy to say, hard to do.
I have to constantly tell myself that everything is going to be okay.. I struggle daily with the challenges put in my life but I never fail to overcome those challenges because I have God right by my side.
He is my strength, my hope and my stronghold. I have faith in Him every single day in knowing that everything will work out.


He never fails me.

God may put bumps in the road, but he never builds them higher than I am able to climb over. Some may take awhile, but He never lets me give up.
Even when I think I can't climb any higher, He picks me up and helps me over.
I can't stress to ya'll enough how important it is to realize that God is good and that He will never let you down. He is almighty. He knows what is good for you. He has a plan for you.
Live for Him and not for this world. Keep your eyes set on Him.. He is beautiful. He is everlasting.

He will never end.

"The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding."
Isaiah 40:28